The ache I feel inside
Tears don't come easily to men. this behavior still defined by stigma and gender expectations, whereas crying is natural response of any human being. Boys may cry, but for men,they seldom do. When men cry, they deeply emotion. Sometimes they show it, but sometimes they cry inside, and those cry never stop.
And this happens to me now, when i see or read something which reminds me about my beloved father, yes my father.
Like a lot of others i have emotional moments but i mainly feel numb about it. People tell me i'm handling it well, but they were wrong. I just can't take in. The thought of i can't see him again really breaks my heart and even though i know it's true i still can't believe it. This truly is a very difficult thing to deal with. I still have a very tough time at times to go through this life without my dad. I don't understand what life is all about when you have to lose the ones you love the most. It is such a waste. We were truly the best of friends, yet, I still lost him. I feel all alone like the only person who truly loved me is gone and lost forever.
But life must go on. Time heals many things, Life is still worth fighting for'
"You cannot prevent the birds of sorrow from flying overhead, but you can prevent them from building nests in your hair"- Chinese proverb
It's never been easy for me to write this all, but i need to, i need to blow the words from my head. It helps to write all this stuff down and I hope it strikes a chord with other people. Regardless of what happened in the past, I count myself lucky to have had him as my father.
Thank u for listening eh reading :)
let me sing a song
The flowers cut and brought inside
Black cars in a single line
Your family in suits and ties
And you're free
The ache I feel inside
Is where the life has left your eyes
I'm alone for our last goodbye
But you're free
I remember you like yesterday
Yesterday
I still can't believe you're gone
Oh I remember you like yesterday
Yesterday
And until I'm with you, I carry on
Adrift on your ocean floor
I feel weightless numb and sore
A part of you and me is torn
You're free
I woke from a dream last night
I dreamt that you were by my side
Reminding me I still had life
In me
Every lament is a love song
Yesterday, yesterday
I still can't believe you're gone
Every lament is a love song
Yesterday, yesterday
And this happens to me now, when i see or read something which reminds me about my beloved father, yes my father.
Like a lot of others i have emotional moments but i mainly feel numb about it. People tell me i'm handling it well, but they were wrong. I just can't take in. The thought of i can't see him again really breaks my heart and even though i know it's true i still can't believe it. This truly is a very difficult thing to deal with. I still have a very tough time at times to go through this life without my dad. I don't understand what life is all about when you have to lose the ones you love the most. It is such a waste. We were truly the best of friends, yet, I still lost him. I feel all alone like the only person who truly loved me is gone and lost forever.
But life must go on. Time heals many things, Life is still worth fighting for'
"You cannot prevent the birds of sorrow from flying overhead, but you can prevent them from building nests in your hair"- Chinese proverb
It's never been easy for me to write this all, but i need to, i need to blow the words from my head. It helps to write all this stuff down and I hope it strikes a chord with other people. Regardless of what happened in the past, I count myself lucky to have had him as my father.
Thank u for listening eh reading :)
let me sing a song
The flowers cut and brought inside
Black cars in a single line
Your family in suits and ties
And you're free
The ache I feel inside
Is where the life has left your eyes
I'm alone for our last goodbye
But you're free
I remember you like yesterday
Yesterday
I still can't believe you're gone
Oh I remember you like yesterday
Yesterday
And until I'm with you, I carry on
Adrift on your ocean floor
I feel weightless numb and sore
A part of you and me is torn
You're free
I woke from a dream last night
I dreamt that you were by my side
Reminding me I still had life
In me
Every lament is a love song
Yesterday, yesterday
I still can't believe you're gone
Every lament is a love song
Yesterday, yesterday
