a poetry

" said that I don't need you
But I'm a liar
I swear I do
I do


Strip away vanity
Just as you comsume me
Broken smile, starless sky
Save it all, Say goodbye


You're out in left field
And lacking interest
You fight the boredom
But it makes no difference
Your mental health, kid
That's what's in question
Keep acting obscure
We'll keep them guessing


You wake to suffer through the day
Trade a dream for the pay
Well here's the fact, I hope it sticks
You're just alive out of habit


Smiles are no more than ( empty love )


Thanks again for my misery
And you run with fake friends
I'm sick of your sad songs and singalongs
I kind of like it when things are wrong.


All I know are apologies
Do you feel the shame?


The thing is
I'm not worth the sorrow
And if you come and
Meet me tomorrow
I will hold you down
Fold you in
Deep, deep, deep
In the fiction we live.


You should have been here months ago
With open arms and honest face


Feels like you could kiss
My imperfections away
And I would stand by your side
Until the sun turns the sky


I swear to you on everything I am
And I dedicate to you all that I have
And I promise you that I will stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I die


Nobody made you king of the world
And I'm here to dethrone you
So kiss the ring motherf*cker
It's my time to shine


Maybe you can make a splint
For your broken ego


So I say thank you for the scars
And the guilt and the pain
Every tear I've never cried
Has sealed your f*cking fate


What did you take me for, a fool?
Or were you just too blind to see
That every effort made has failed
And there is no destroying me


Hate can be a positive emotion
When it forces you to better yourself


Now I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you are
Piece my piece I've built my walls
And burned the bridges down
That lead back to people like you


I will not be broken
I am the one


One can only feel desolate for so long
Until one starts to change
Into something the mirror doesn't recognize
I metamorphasize


Just live and breathe
And try not to die again.


When the shadows beam
Misery remains
I won't leave this time.
" — aimgir

taken from here http://www.goodreads.com/quotes